hum...what to say? I'm pretty stressed out because of the psych exam this Wednesday. Maybe I have gotten too cocky, maybe I play with the fire too much, I procrastinate too much. We always want something more when its lost. Time is the thing that I've lost, and always, always have.
Why do I like to self-destruct so much? I've known it'll come to this. *sigh*
I took a quiz from facebook yesterday. Its about something about 'what specialty should you have' and to my surprise, i got "PLZ DONT BE A DOCTOR" yep, I got the result from a kid who can't even spell "please"!! well, serve me right in a sense that i might've been just too honest, like i answered stuff like, "how would you do your homework" with: "what work? i hate homework". yeah, i know im lazy, ,but i always finished my homeworks, k? I'm lazy, and I know medicine tortures me, and working as a doctor will definitely destroy my life. But I just can't live without medicine. Its a huge part of me. Medicine is a beauty, pain is beauty!
Oh, I also wanna rant on something. Temptations!
I know I have to revise and study. Why the hell am I still on facebook or youtube or chatting on MSN or even turning on my compy??
I want to lose weight. Why the hell am I still eating the strawberry yogurt chocs??
I know I want to save money for greater use in the future. Why the hell did I answer the call of the clothes at the mall? Why do I lose my rationalization each time I set my foot in a mall?
Why do I keep reaching for the forbidden apples?
5 comments:
...because forbidden apples are far more tasty than the... err.. un-forbidden ones?
hehe.
hehe..so true!
so, so true.
do whatever u wanna do when u can still do whatever u wanna do coz when u no longer cant it anymore.. its more hurt rite? hehe..
hak2 shopping malls are SOW ur weakness!! keh3
@Qish: If I do what I WANT to do, then I wouldn't do the things that I DON'T wanna do like studying (hehe) so, I can't really do what i want to do whenever i want.
"susah2 dulu, sng2 kemudian"? cheh~ hehe
@Mel: Yup, Malls are my kryptonite!!! >.<
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