yosh! a change in scenery~~! its kinda relaxing to the eyes, ne? =^.^= *though i think the water ripples look kinda weird..hurm..oh well~*
edit: i've changed the blog header pic too~ yaho~! but i cant think of the blog title. hurm..i'll just let my blog speak for itself! ....whatever that means.... haha~
Hum...I've learned a friend's deep dark secret, and for that, I kinda resent her. I would never speak of this thing, not even to my closest friends, as I still have a little respect for her. Its just that she's always giving advice to people and acting really good and all, but in fact, she did something that is against her own words. thats what we call a hypocrite, right? what she did was really stupid and she seemed to regret it, though she doesnt know that i know. some people might call me conservative for hating her and what she'd done. but i'd rather be conservative than being stupid and regretting.
now, its just its hard for me to forget stuff. and i just cant face her like i used to. i just hope i'd learn to forgive and forget really quick..coz anger and hatred..they're poison. POISON, i tell you! =.=
urgh! its weekend already!! i cant believe how fast time goes by.."or how little i've done T.T" and now im feeling really lazy.. lazy to think, talk, do anything...in fact, im kinda lazy to type this down too... huhuhu
oh, few nights ago, i dreamt about flying. it felt pretty good XD.
and..starting from the 25th March, I'm borrowing The Historian by Elizabeth Kostova from Veena. The synopsis is pretty catchy and even though history is the subject im worst at, this book has made an exception. the story telling is kinda light and fun, making the history a bit...lighter and fun! XD. so yeah, lets see how long will i take to finish this book! :O
oh, and 2 days ago, i watched Battle Royale. its a japanese movie..i think its a thriller. its about a revolution of the nation which lead to a passing of this freaky act by the adults, the BR: survival program. its a pretty good thriller..but at some point, you cant help but think that those students were pretty stupid. especially the cyanide in the spaghetti part. nyah..im lazy to explain. so yeah, eventhough the movie is a bit ridiculous or stupid sometimes. its all a good fun..and a good scare too! this is the girl from some middle school, and the winner for the previous Battle Royale. She appeared only at the beginning of the movie, with this psycho-ish smile. i thought like, this is SO like an anime XD
and, dont EVER watch Battle Royale II! its the worst movie i've ever seen. poor story line, poor acting (and the main hero looks like he had exopththalmos!), poor everything! and 2 teenagers against the whole adult army and winning the battle? totally preposterous!
hai, its the 2nd day to the new posting~~ orthopedics!! these 2 days, we've been listening to introductions and also lectures from the cool Dr. Chan! his lectures were fun and very informative, so its so cool. i didnt get sleepy in his classes too :D.
just now we went around the ward and a really nice nurse guided us through the wards and briefed us on the arrangements and stuff. there were some high school students who just graduated from their schools and they're like having an "exposure" to a medical student life. we've never had that in our times. anyways, they're really annoying, its like a bunch of them, standing in the middle of the wards, doing nothing but chatter with each other. and whenever we passed them, they STARED at us. its really annoying having them all around the ward, even annoying when they kept staring at us. *useless little brats :P*
ahaha...but i wont be too hard on them. im really good at ignoring people now. nyahaha~
oh oh, Mirror Ball from alice nine. just leaked out. im downloading the album right now~ i hope i can get my copy soon~
and i've been binge-ing on these chocs. i think Twinkles is better than M&M~ and I prefer chocolate pocky than chocobanana.
show-off time~ this is my er..not-so-new 160gb hard drive~ kawaii, ne? :)
Hum..we watched this last night. it was kinda cool. it kinda reminds me of 300 and LOTR, with the battle scenes and stuff, only they made it 10 000 BC. the story line is mainly about romance, and unity to fight against some unfair tyrannical old man who claimed to be a god.
something striked me weird though.. like they're using mammoths to build pyramids? its really a weird scene. and im not a good historian, but as far as i know, english language hasnt evolved 10 000 BC, or else cavemen would have written something rather than drawing on cave walls, ne? the Wise Woman was pretty funny though, even though she's supposed to be all magical and wise. but the seizure-like acts and the shortness of breath are just way over the top. 5 medical students watched that and several differential diagnosis came out. one of the medical students geeky jokes XD
setting aside the ridiculous stuff, though, the movie is quite cool. i love the battle scenes, the audio, the mammoths, and the one i love the most is Spear Tooth. Its SO cute!! especially when it was drowning before D'leh saved it and it made this sad kitty eyes! *kya!!*
so yeah, overall, i'd give it a 7 out of 10. i'd wanna watch it again too. Cavemen rulez! :P
editted: Oh oh, I forgot to mention..when we were in the movies, we saw a guy who looks like a J-rocker!! like the hair and alice nine-ish make-up (not like vidoll's). he looks SOOO cool! its like the first time ever i stared and gaped at someone XD
yeah, i didnt think i did well in the exam last 2 days. possibility of failure is still there..its scaring the creeps out of me *whatever the heck that means :P*
i did nothing today, just lazying around like some depressed dudette.
just wanna say.. I REALLY LOVE ALICE NINE.! :D:D:D:D
something happened a while ago thats quite bothering me... well, i've been borrowing my dad's kembara for a while here. last week, its been hit by one of my colleagues. the scratch is quite bad at the rear. hum..i wanna fix it but i just dunno when and where. *that person offered to pay for the repair too*
there..the blackish thingy on the silver paint *eyesore*. ah, voodoll's head got into the pic too!haha...
anyways, i just took the car to a carwash like 2 days ago. and today when Amy and I were going back from the city, the road was flooded!!!! dang... and my car was splashed merrily with the mucky water!
and just now i just sprayed the front and rear mirror with some water-repellent. huh...now i know its not that easy to maintain a car! =.=
im crazzy about visual kei music right now. too bad nobody here understands my interest. some people uncaringly told me they look like gay and stuff. i cant even compare favorite songs, scream at favorite band members and stuff. *sigh* its like being a Korn fan in the middle of Backstreet Boys fanclub. but, the thing that i cant stand the most is when people stereotype people with music they like. like, i love rock and stuff, and people who dunno me that much would think im way too nice than the real me. so they're like, "wth? you listen to this kind of music?!! you're like 'that'?! "
i really hate that!
meh! who cares..i listen to what i like, i be what i like. nyahaha!
oh oh, exam is about 3 days to go. i dunno how i'll do coz i think i've been playing around way too much for an Ob&Gyn posting. everyone is like working so hellishly hard, they're scaring me sometimes. uh..i wonder if its not too late....
xjust now i just told a waiter off because he forgot to send my order. my friends' orders came and mine never did. i asked the waiter, only to find out that he forgot to deliver the order. i dunno why. i was SO angry i had to take couple of deep breath to keep me from yelling at him. in fact, i kinda yelled a bit at him :P. i cancelled the order and stormed off. letting anger out is good sometimes :P
anyways, im feeling better now. im just tired from studying and ward work. im so tired i cant even appreciate music! T.T
and exam is SO near!!!! i really want to get out of this Ob&Gyn posting but im really scared to go through the exam too!! >.<
Alice nine. before, I just heard of them without any intention of listening to them. but today, i was bored with the exam facts spinning around in my head, i decided to search for some new flavor of music and now...wow, i just got their single "Tsubasa" and I've immediately fallen in love with them!
they're guys and they're like prettier than me! *.*
English Lyric: Are you ready to change yourself? Are you flying like you want to? You make a wish now, the picture of the future that you sketch out Please show me your weakness, I want to know your everything. To make that flower called -freedom- bloom, flap your wings
The world is flowing, in the same rhythm crying in sorrow. You only need a possibility, what can you achieve?
I'll carry you and run, even if your wings are hurt Towards the tomorrow that you saw in a dream before falling asleep, I'll become your wings I'll be there...
Does daydreaming satisfy you? Reality comes from your sensibility To the thoughts that don't change in the midst of transformation I've made up my mind, To stand on my own two feet. I embrace even the pain, I'm singing to protect you
In the passing wave of people, your dried heart crying in sorrow. Even if it's a beautiful thing, where can you fly to?
I gather the fragments of your dream, it's something I can do for you Because someday, I'll rekindle the light in your heart that had started disappearing I'll be there...
The world is flowing, in the same rhythm crying in sorrow. You only need a possibility, what can you achieve?
I'll carry you and run, even if your wings are hurt Towards the tomorrow that you couldn't reach and were looking up at, I'll become your wings I'll be there...
Romanji Lyric: Are you ready to change yourself? Are you flying like you want to? kimi ga ima negai egakidasu miraizu Please show me your weakness, I want to know your everything. -jiyuu- sono hana wo sakasu tame habatake
sekai ga nagareteku onaji rizumu de crying in sorrow. kanousei shika iranai nani ga dekiru ka sa
kimi wo nosete hashitte yuku tatoe kizutsuita tsubasa demo nemuru mae ni yume ni miteta ashita he kimi no TSUBASA ni narou I'll be there...
Does daydreaming satisfy you? Reality comes from your sensibility utsuriyuku naka de kawaranai omoi he I've made up my mind, To stand on my own two feet. itami sae daite mamoru tame utau yo
sugisaru hito no nami kawaku kokoro ga crying in sorrow. kirei koto da to shite mo doko he toberu ka sa
yume no kakera hiroiatsume boku ga kimi no tame dekiru koto itsu no hi ni ka kiekaketeta kokoro no akari wo tomosu kara I'll be there...
sekai ga nagareteku onaji rizumu de crying in sorrow. kanousei shika iranai nani ga dekiru ka sa
kimi wo nosete hashitte yuku tatoe kizutsuita tsubasa demo todokanakute miageteita ashita he kimi no TSUBASA ni narou I'll be there...
Hum...I've learned a friend's deep dark secret, and for that, I kinda resent her. I would never speak of this thing, not even to my closest friends, as I still have a little respect for her. Its just that she's always giving advice to people and acting really good and all, but in fact, she did something that is against her own words. thats what we call a hypocrite, right? what she did was really stupid and she seemed to regret it, though she doesnt know that i know. some people might call me conservative for hating her and what she'd done. but i'd rather be conservative than being stupid and regretting.
and i've been binge-ing on these chocs. i think Twinkles is better than M&M~ and I prefer chocolate pocky than chocobanana.
they're guys and they're like prettier than me! *.*
