Monday, August 27, 2012

*bleep*

me seeing a good friend, X, and the other not so good friend, Mr. Goody.

Me: hey, long time no see.. I miss you, bitch!!
Mr. Goody: omg! I can't BELIEVE you just said THAT!
Me: omg, I totally did it, didn't I? F*ck me, right??

err... I didn't actually say that...coz cursing is baad, horrible, terrible, awful, dreadful, painful, the biggest sin ever! and people who curse are criminals, lowlifers, hiphoppers, hiphoppers wannabe, gangsters wannabe, n00b gamers, wizards...errr...okayyy, thats getting old :P

anyways, I dont mind a couple of swear words. they're just some expressions of anger/frustration/negative feelings. like, mostly people wouldn't actually mean what they're cursing, they're just some words to show that they're upset. But, I do find people who curse all the time and out of context can be really fucking annoying...oops..remember, moderation is the key!

Saturday, August 18, 2012

why the drama?

Sometimes you know when you think too much...and you wonder,

I wish I didn't think too much
I wish I'd lived my life simpler
I wish I didn't buy the huge-assed wardrobe and huge-assed king size bed which are pain in the ass to move out of the house.

But, whats life without the drama? At some point, it IS living life simpler, where I didnt put much thought into it and just went with my crazy gut to buy those gianormous furnitures just cause they're pretty. Paradoxically, it has made my life complicated.

Applicable at other aspects of life.

I love you, life. Thanks for everything. Really.

Thursday, August 2, 2012

of hopes and dreams

if you're not the boss, you're always controlled by "the man". heck, even bosses have bosses.

I am a free-spirited, why chain me?
I have hopes and dreams, why wont you care?
I have fears and doubts, why wont you listen?

Because changes are scary, they're something new, something foreign, something unfamiliar.
Therefore its scary.
Maybe its a blessing in disguise?
I dunno what to do?
If I stay, is it for me? or for whom?
If I go, is it for me? or do I have anything left, anyone to miss or be missed?

motip aku ala2 berpuisi tgh2 mlm buta tok :P