what?? its still tuesday??!!

yeah! time goes SOOOOO freaking slowly nowadays... I cant believe its just the 2nd day of the week!! it feels like its been a week or so already!!

just now, we went to the Mother and Child Health Clinic. i entered the immunization room. and the nurses there werent so co-operative. they like to taunt us and i just hate them. when i asked questions, they asked me back. like, freaking hello~!!! if i freaking knew, i wouldnt freaking ask the freaking you!!

and one ugly nurse, she likes to ask us, then went blargh blargh blargh (i shut her down in my mind) on our answers. we're freaking learning, we arent doctors yet, and we arent as freaking old as you are.

i really just hate it when they treat us to we're stupid or something.

and im not saying ALL nurses are bad. some of them are really kind and helpful. and when they're kind and helpful, we learn a lot from them. and we feel happy. we learn some from unkind nurses and feel crappy too.

okay, i know im bitter. maybe its this place, maybe its the hormones, maybe its just me.
i dunno when am i gonna start adapting to this place :(

things that i missed most at home:
1. my new pc desktop
2. my other clothes that i left
3. my dearest shoes
4. my privacy
5. my personal space
6. my familiarity to my own space

and i vowed to use less "freaking" in my sentences XD

bye-freaking-bye! :P

the thin line between love and hate

inconsiderate people, they could make other people selfish (kinda like a protective mechanism, where you harden your shell against some disliked trait). and people tend to be inconsiderate to selfish people. and the vicious cycle goes on. the people who'd be able to break the chain, would have been someone angelic and who has a really strong physical and mental condition. its really hard to break the chain of selfishness-hatred-whatever. i guess human race IS damned.

and i really hate hypocrites. like people who're really against something, but they did it themselves. oh, the lie and stupidity.

and i love someone, a good friend of mine, but this friend is like, getting on my nerves. i dont really know whats the definition of our friendship. i dont even know its real. or maybe i was just too over sensitive?

so yeah, something bad happened to this lovely friend of mine. wanna tell me or not? i dont freaking care. and when TLFOM got on my bad side, i just have to resist an avalanche of urge to scream, serves you freaking right!!

so yeah, i hate it when people go, "im really sad about this...but, oh, nevermind..."
im a curious creature, if you wanna tell me something, tell me, if you do not intend to, ignorance of your business is a pure bliss to me.

phew..ok ok, im in a bitter condition right now. i do hate you, but i will love you again sooner or later. i will be playing around this thin line between love and hate :P

Mooncake festival, Amy's birthday and my bloggie's belated birthday~!!

yep, just now we celebrated the moon cake festival, aka mid-autumn festival.
we sang, and played a game called "watermelon" which is kinda weird and hard to explain. its a pretty simple but very funny game! i really enjoyed it. oh and the people who got the signals wrong, or didnt do it properly got punished by air-writing our research topic "home injuries." with their butt! thats totally hilarious!

then we lit some candles and turned off the lights, then we sang some songs, and some guys played guitars. its really romantic..hehe..

then we surprised amy with a birthday song and a birthday cake. its SO fun. and we took loads of crazzy pictures and videos. i might upload them tomorrow or later coz im kinda lazy to upload them right now..hehe.

then, we ate the cake and some mooncakes, they're really yummy! then we played with LANTERNS!!! and i could swing my lantern 360 degrees around, so its really cool! many people didnt dare to do that :P. then we walked on the street under the moon with our lanterns, chatting merrily. thats just SOOO fun~

oh, this is the info about the moon cake festival: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mid-Autumn_Festival

im off to bed now~ jaa~

welcomed to hell

dear bloggie,

yesterday, we arrived at our new temporary home in Bintangor at around 5 pm. along the journey, i was kinda scared, thinking about our new home, and my friends' tales have been saying the place doesnt look so good coz its an old house. so i was scared at how it looks like. i could be over-estimating or could be under-estimating the house and the town.

and then we arrived at this home... its a semi-detached house. quite big, but the paint looks old and old-fashioned. the surrounding grass is either tall or covered with dry leaves.

and we have bird nests and thus, bird poops in front of our house!

then we opened the door...and everything inside was just.....undescribable by word. its like the combination of horrible, terrible, nasty, disgusting and whatsoever negative and disgusting word you can use here. it kinda looked like a storm just hit the place. at that time, i just hate the college admin for being so mean to the students and gave us a crappy place to live in. like hello? can we study in this ramshackled pigsty??

so, we all cleaned up the place. it was plain TORTURE. everything was horrible and i hated - i hate everything. it took us more than 5 hours to clean everything. and now the house is starting to look half-decent. but still i hate everything. im still in the mental shock state right now. i really need to adapt, so its gonna take some time for me to accept this horrid, horrid place. thank god we're just staying here for 7 weeks.

we took some pics of this house's nastiness but im too lazy to upload them now. for the moment, i just hate this house. hate it! and hate unimas!! >.<

stress helping hands

im in a hell lot of stress right now.
we're making a proposal for our research.
i am in the editing team.
i do reference editing.
i am the last person to edit before the final proposal is born.

IM IN A STRESS!

what more i hate than stress is people saying things that ARE NOT FREAKING HELPING!!

thanks a lot people.

I'm VERY resentful now but I'll still love you guys.
Always.

Google Chrome Beta~!

I decided to try this one out, and it turns out to be..FINE~~

Its really compact, simple and usable. the interface is clean, and just cutely simple! the functions are not so bad too, it has the main stuffs tabs, bookmark toolbar, etc. etc. Its also so much more lighter than firefox. I'm starting to be charmed by this cute little thing ^^

The down side, you cant change the theme like firefox.

Could it be....

bye-bye firefox?? :O

happy ramadhan!

hi hi, long time no see! i've been veeery lazy to update my blog!

last week, we had our ophthalmology. the exam was quite tough, and i hope i'll pass! the day after the exam, i went back home, to Sibu by flight and to Mukah by a bus! the journey wasnt quite as bad as i thought. the mp4 player i borrowed from Mel malfunctioned (like it died after 5 mins! >.>) so i just slept all the way. i didnt get bus sick and i got a lot of sleep and rest. so yeah, its all good, except when the guy next to me kept elbowing my side and leaning on me everytime when he slept! thats when i hate public transportation!

anyways, at home, i got to rest a lot, and helped take care of my niece. she's really cute, and we call her Aya. I also found out by myself how hard it is to take care of babies. like all the crying, staying up at nights, nappy change etc etc, kinda made me feel like i dont want to have babies! XD but she's just SOOO cute that i feel like pinching her chubby cheeks everytime i see her cute little face!

then we got to celebrate my sister's birthday. it was fun! and i helped my mom cooking a lot, which was also fun!

then im back here again. we're now starting on Community and Public Health posting. its more to society-oriented than clinical. because we're more to demography, epidemiology and stuff. oh and loads of statistics and they're gonna teach us how to make research and to document it. its all those boring boring stuff. and we're really busy with classes everyday. just now i was so sleepy i couldnt concentrate in class, so i played a game named "aquadrop" on Amy's phone. its like tetris but with sea creatures and its funner. i beat Mel's score on my first play and got the 2nd place on my 2nd try. its fun!

oh oh, we just started fasting since september 1st. so happy fasting to all muslims! ^^