energy squeezed dry!

hey hey! i'm so freaking exhausted! this week was one of a hell. i've got to finish my case presentation, presented like crap in front of a super strict lecturer and the whole class, AND finally, finishing the super hard case write-up. oh god, that was the hardest case write-up i've ever made. i dont even feel like its as perfect as i'd wanted to, as my history wasnt complete enough. yeah, thats my payback for doing things at the last minute.

i guess i was underestimating psychiatric case write-ups. its the most pages that i've ever made for a cwu, and the most intriquet ever. maybe its because we had to pass it up to Prof Fadzillah, who would penalize us if we missed any important details in the history and the whole case. so yeah, last night, my friends and i have been working our heads off, typing and typing endlessly, flipping books here and there, and staying up until like 5am. it was really mindboggling. like, i felt as if we're having some exam the next morning. so yeah, even though my cwu is like so crappy, im just relieved that its over, i hope i'd get a decent mark. gosh, im so exhausted, physically and mentally.

oh, and i've blown my chance to go out with my long lost friend!! T.T guess i'll just gotta see her when she's leaving tomorrow. thats the best i could do :(.

so yeah, i dunno why my procrastinating attitude never changes. maybe i love playing with the fire. maybe i work better under stress. maybe i love challenging myself to see how much i can push it. maybe im just lazy :P
yup, i love the thrill. but the painful part is the stress. eventhough its a stimulant, there is always the side effect. kinda like drugs. hehe.

anyways, i've never felt this glad that the weekend is here!!