the aftermath

*sigh* i am so tired after reformatting my laptop, transferring files, etc. i think i have reformatted my laptop pretty good. i think everything works well so far. but i dunno. this is the first time ever i learned how to reformat a computer. oh well. maybe its just telling me that its time for a new laptop >:D

and my PC desktop, Teresa, named after the Claymore Teresa, who was beautiful and fierce~! she could've just killed Priscilla, but she went soft after meeting Clare. besides, she just changed her eye color and Priscilla almost lost! I just hate the way Teresa died. but when she lived, she was the fiercest ever!

She is still infected with this stupid irremovable virus. but its still usable and im scared to reformat it as i love Teresa so much, i dont wanna make any damage to it. I want it to be perfect. I dunno how am I gonna carry this thing to a store for repair. its so huge! it'd damage my whole style! (sorry Teresa, no offense XD)

so yeah, i'll think of something later. all in all, its been a tiring day, and its not even half of a day! my mouth is getting so dry after taking antihistamines, its so annoying. oh and i got to meet my mom today, so its really awesome eventhough its not that long, coz i still have reportS to do and she still has papers to mark (she's the examiner for PMR).

hum..so yeah, thats all for now. im calming down now, and it really feels good. ~.~

AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

a stupid virus has infected my laptop AND my fab desktop PC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

how more unlucky can i get??

this virus is really harmful, like it deletes files, and makes the system go haywire. i cant restore and i cant even open my task manager!

urgh!! this is SOOOOOOOOOOOOO freaking stressful!! now i'll have to reformat both my laptop AND my desktop PC!!

I really feel like crying now!!!! 

I HATE YOU VIRUS!! SO VERY MUCH!!

got home and got sick!

hey~ im home and im typing with my fab keyboard on my hot desktop pc. :P

it is really the first thing ever that i set up when i arrived at my room (i stored in a really secret place when i was away). i've missed it SOO much!

but! my room got SOOO dusty! after a while setting things up and all, i sneezed and sneezed like there was no tomorrow! it was CRAZY! and now, the aftermath, i got a really itchy and sore throat, and also a runny nose. and i sneeze every now and then too.

so i went to the pharmacy and bought some medicines. then i bought my dinner but its still on my table, coz in my state right now, i have loss my appetite to all the food in the world. (gosh, im like the queen of drama :P)

anyways, yeah, i really cant afford to get sick right now. with all the reports to be submitted on monday and my exam on wednesday. i feel like screaming my terrible throat out!!

ganbatte kudasai! Liyana-chan! \*.*/

getting ready

2 days to go for the departure from this town. we're leaving on friday. some part of me cant wait to go back to kuching, and some part of me is pretty scared coz we're gonna have the exam shortly after we're back in kuching.

the journey's gonna be long. i think it'll take like 5 hours or so. its gonna be really exciting even though it'll be reeeaaally tiring. i hope all will go well on the journey.

and as for preparation for the journey, i've washed and waxed my car, totally by myself. i did it on sunday morning. so its really gleaming and hot right now. eventhough the process of waxing the car was really, really tiring! but its totally worth it. my lovely car is looking fierce!! oh, i havent got a name for my lovely car. im still thinking of the perfect name~~ ^.^

look at how hot it is, gleaming and looking fabulous and fierce and sexy~~ (gosh, i really am in love with my car! X3)

disappear

urgh..i really hate this too-much-drama environment. juicy drama? i dont mind. stupid drama? GET ME OUT OF HERE!!

I SOOO wanna go somewhere new, like i wanna really run away, leaving behind all the unwanted, unnecessary emotional burden. i wanna go somewhere, just relax and be myself around people who dont know me.

as much as i enjoy being in a spotlight, this time, i just feel like i wanna disappear. be invisible. like i wanna be alone. i wish i could go traveling to another country by myself, go sightseeing, shopping, relaxing, just doing nothing but enjoying myself. but of course, its quite dangerous for a girl to go ANYWHERE alone. its really frustrating!! >.<

then again, i might do surprising stuff in the future. who'd know? ^.~