its been a relaxing weekend for me. havent been doing anything cool, basically just stay home, watch TV or watch anime or any drama I have here. i am also crazy about grey's anatomy trivia right now, its like you have to answer loads of questions and compete against other grey's fans all over the world. its really additive XD.
well, last friday was the last day of forensic studies, we had an exam. theory part (MCQ and SAQ) was thankfully pretty easy and i could answer most of the questions *proud* buuut..the clinical part, OSCE was damn hard! well, i know i have been slacking off and those stupid monday blues and everything, but its really hard. i really hope we could pass!
you know, in one of my lecturer's notes, she said "fail to prepare, be prepared to fail" in big, bold, all-capital letters. you'd think we'd be scared out of our wits and struggle really hard so we wont fail. but nooo~! we chose to procrastinate and not to worry until we had to. and thats when everything is too late. irreversible damage! we've already known of this, but why do we keep failing ourselves??
its really true what those wise, genius, all poetic philosophers (or maybe its just some poetic but ordinary person?) said, "you'll never appreciate anything until its lost". im not so poetic myself, so yeah, something like that. like, in study, we keep putting things off, keep on saying "there IS tomorrow" not realizing we've wasted so much time and the same mistake keeps repeating itself. knowledge has to be appreciated. because knowledge is power, and without it we are nothing. so of course you cant take it for granted. i'd rather die than live without knowledge!
and, in relationships, sometimes we just dont appreciate the people around us. like me, i've lost lots of friends because of my ungratefulness and my laziness. i kept on saying "i'll text her later", "i'll reply her email/letter later", "i'll just call her later, she's just one click away from me". later became days, then weeks, then months and even years. then the friendship was all forgotten. i should've appreciated those people. make them feel appreciated, make them feel loved and needed. its just that its really sad when a friendship die just because of our laziness. keeping in touch with each other isnt so difficult. why do we keep on putting off replying someone's email when it takes just about 5 minutes?
okay okay, im getting out of the topic now XD. well, in a nutshell, i just feel like everything and everyone needs to be appreciated. human beings are complex (excluding idiots), a simple very unimportant action could lead to a gigantic very important consequence. but we, human, sometimes choose to run away from things. why? maybe its (again) because of our laziness to correct things up, or maybe our primitive ego is just too huge to be broken by a simple gesture. like we'd think its like admitting defeat? hum..something like that.
well then, i'd better go to sleep. tomorrow's the start of Ear, Nose and Throat posting. the book is already here, my spirits are up, i am invincible right now! :P
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