its been a while since it rained. so the rain today was really great. i love rain. its cold.
today, all the class has been canceled, so we're like having a day-off. i spent the day doing nothing but play The Sims 2 and Jojo's fashion show 2: las cruses. it got SO boring after a while! i really wanted to go shopping. i need another dose of my retail therapy! but my friends werent in their shopping mood. they have their own problems. so thats why recently i am quite addicted to online shopping. i shopped some blouses and dresses online. they're quite cheap too! but its really addictive and its too easy coz i can buy clothes with just a click of mouse. but kinda not as potent as real shopping, coz i cant really touch the fabric and see the details with my own eyes. but i shopped a lot nevertheless. shopping is just my passion.
and in friendship, communications and interactions are very important. a friendship or any relationship cant survive without a proper communication. i am not a talkative person, not quite an extrovert or a social animal, but im pretty open with my friends, especially my best friends. its quite interesting, really, to reminisce how we were when we first met. i didnt really want to get close to them, i was too attached to my old friends. but its like, i spend so much time with them, we get to know each other, and every little thing that happened, changes our friendship, whether to the better or worse. and now i cant really remember how we were when we were not yet best friends. now we can joke and tell secrets and consult and be honest to quite about everything. such an evolution is pretty interesting. sure, there are some traits that i dont quite like about them, and some of mine they dont like, but somehow we learn to accept and to compromise. we understand each other, we know what to speak, and what not to speak.
communication, its vital to life. but somehow loads of people have hard times to grasp its concept. I am, too, quite defective in communications.
as a quote in Grey's anatomy, "Communication. It's the first thing we really learn in life. Funny thing is, once we grow up, learn our words and really start talking the harder it becomes to know what to say."
humans talk to people they want to talk, preferably people they like or became comfortable with. humans wont talk to people they dont like because its human nature to avoid unpleasant stuff. or they talk nasty things to people they dont like. scientifically, its an instinct called "fight or flight". however morally, i dont know what the diagnosis is. its all grey.
yeah, whatever. i should get some sleep. sleep-deprivation isnt good for my brain, and i need it during the clinic tomorrow. should've read something just now..haha
oh oh, we are going to do some elective posting soon. my lecturer said there is an offer to make our elective posting in OSAKA, JAPAN!!! but only 6 places are available, so there may be some selection for the places!! T.T my besties dont seem too keen to go to Japan. I SO want it badly! but I dunno if i'd have enough money for the expenses. and we want to deliver babies too, to complete our ObGyn target to deliver 25 babies (Japan hospital may not allow us to deliver Japanese babies), so we might just have to choose to go to a local hospital (T.T). So im in dilemma right now. to see my beloved Japan and lose loads of money (which i wont care so much as its for Japan), or go to local's to deliver babies and complete ObGyn target??? waaaah!!
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