psycho psychiatrist

hey hey~ just now we had a lecture on community psychiatrist. our lecturer....is creepy!

points for:
- he's always saying negative things
- he said we don't have feelings
- he said we don't have empathy
- he said we don't know anything
- he said he wouldn't know what kind of doctors we'd become
- he underestimated us!

GOD! he's a FREAKING psychiatrist! how could he say stuff like that?? how could he judge us like that? from that moment i really hate him.

and he made us do homeworks - 3 essays:
1. 10 things patients and their families would want
2. "If I was a psychiatric patient"
3. Consequences of relapses

sheesh! i feel like im back at high school again!

and this morning, sarah and i went to clerk some patients. first sarah wanted to clerk this bipolar patient, but he's in a manic phase, he has grandiose, he kept on talking about the conquerer of China and the sultan of Brunei and the queen would come to him soon. and he said "im very intelligent, no one can challenge me!" and he kept on talking and talking about incoherent stuff. we're like "uh....okay, thanks for your time! bye! @.@" basically we chickened out XD.

then i clerked a patient, she has schizophrenia. she's really co-operative which is cool. but this is my first time clerking a patient after 3 weeks (see how hardworking i am XD) so hum...its not really organized and stuff :P.

Venus~!

In my search for my car names, I think I want to give an astronomical name because I love the astronomical magic XD.

So, I immediately decided to name it Venus, after the planet of love, and the surface of Venus is volcanic, so its hot and fierce. SO yeah, its Venus, my lovely car. She's hot and fierce! X3

Happy Monday Blues!

Hum..its actually already tuesday by now XD

anyways, today, we learned about psychosexual and social psychiatry. The lecture on psychosexual was SO boring, i almost slept (eventhough im the kind of person who cant sleep in a sitting position!). like, hello? he who managed to make a lecture about such interesting topic that boring, must be super BAD! the lecturer talks in a monotonous way, and he never tells us about his experience as a psychiatrist with his patients. i noticed that most excellent lecturers always entertain us with real life examples and their encounter with their patients. that way we can understand better, and yeah, listening about their experience in dealing with different types of patients are REAAALLY interesting! but not this one, he just keeps on firing facts, facts, facts in a monotonous deep voice. its like a lullaby in the class, its like listening to an audio history book! that way i wouldnt be able to retain my concentration for long, and when i lose my focus, i started sketching. i had quite some collection of sketches that i wanna scan and maybe upload them on deviantart by this weekend XD.

aand..social psychiatry, we had a lecture from a foreign lecturer, Dr. Ann Appleton, a psychiatrist from New Zealand. she's doing some sort of research here, and she's been staying here for quite a while. she even got married with a man from my town! anyways, she's okay, she likes to make us do group activities, and its kinda fun. though, we had some problem understanding her weird accents XD at first, and when we got used to it, yeah, we can understand what she's talking about XD.

so yeah, and i've washed Teddy-chan and Chibi-chan today because they're getting really dusty (they kept on falling off my bed when i was sleeping XD) so i wont have anyone to hug tonight! kya~ sabishi yo~ samui da yo~ X3

aanyways, enough of that babbling XD. im gonna watch another awesome epi of bleach then im gonna go to sleep.

oyasumi~!

twilight and the flood

okay, so yesterday, me and my girl friends went to watch some movie. its twilight. as a fan of the vampire genre, i was kinda excited to watch it. but, to my dismay, its such a HUUUGE disappointment. basically, its about vampire x human love. i really hate the dialogues, they're just too monosyllabic and quite meaningless. and the plots, they dont synchronize with each other. its quite boring, dull, and confusing. and there were little or no blood at all, like hello! its a vampire story!! they didnt even show how really powerful and fearsome the vampires could be. basically, the highlight of vampire awesomeness (this is an overstatement) was when they're playing baseball in the middle of the storm. poor Muse, they had their song as a soundtrack for the scene.

oh, one time, the vampire was like, "do you wanna know how we really look like in sunlight??!!" *yelling frantically at the human girl* then, he pulled the girl and ran at high speed to the mountain top, *i was actually had my hopes a bit higher here, anticipating scary gory powerful monster would come out*. but no~! the vampire's skin just sparkled in the sunlight, and the girl said "its beautiful" and the vampire went aggressively (almost to tears, I suppose) "beautiful?? its the skin of a killer!!!" SUPER lame! >.< The only thing Edward's sexy stare can kill was my enthusiasm.

Also, I had to rescue my car from being drowned! You know about the water drainage problem we're having at our college! the water was at my calf-length at the deepest part. it was really crazy! thank God nothing happened to my lovely car! X3

oh oh, i really love Shinigami's Illustrated Picture Book! GOLDEN!! *and byakuya-sama joked about cutting his hair with senbonzakura *SUPER kyaaaaa!!!!* X3*

review on bleach epi 107

im so sleepy right now, so wont type much.
im just surprised that ishida didnt use rao-tan's reiatsu to fire an arrow to kariya. they could have defeated him. then again, of course, its ichigo who would get to beat the boss of the evil guys :P

i just came back from watching Twilight. im so tired and sleepy, so i'll write about it and the flood we had tomorrow. jaa ne!