hate IS toxic

I'm so sick of men acting like little boys girls. like mean girls clawing with each other for the spot of the ring leader. like a bully who stole a girl's candy to show who's in charge of the playground.

I hate fools who talk oh-so-big, like they know everything when in fact they don't.

and chivalry's TOTALLY dead. true story: one fine day, a guy just asked me, "Liyana, did you BO in the toilet just now? because there are pieces of shit and its really disgusting!". Like, OH MY GOD! who in hell would ask somebody else that freaking question??

and I HATE it when people say threats to others. is it necessary? do you think  you can get what you want with throwing threats around? its so disrespectful. and if you want respect, you need to respect others first, even if they're you're inferiors.

and I HATE when people use non-witty sarcastic remarks. like, hello, I welcome any sarcasm, just not those that sound nothing near something smart.

and I HATE it when someone just bitch way tooo much just about EVERYTHING. especially guys. emo guys who throw temper tantrums. they even bitch about bitching! thats how they love bitching!

oh, god! I'm soooo full of hate now. this is not good! I need a HUGE dose of retail therapy to kill all this hatred! like seriously! I'm going NUTS! NUTS I tell you!!!!

a messed up story

story of a herd of big giant grizzly bears. their life is a mess. they like to mark their territories, showing others how strong they are. they love it when other bears fear them. they have mistaken fear for respect. and if they have ANY balls, they would not be such cowards to own up to their weaknesses, which is ironic, because they just loooove pointing out mistakes in others!

and in another village, lives some cicadas, huddling together in the summer. they love basking in the sun, and picking up insects and feasting on them. they love going to the gossip bar, where they gossip about other insects and their inferiority, because cicadas have really huge god complex.

and the tiny little insects scrambled around. their life a vicious cycle of depression. the puppet master sits back and enjoys the scenery because nothing makes it happier than others' misery. and none of those animals can get away from the iron grip of the puppet master.

well, life is cruel. we all need some entertainment to get away from it all. haha~

what's O&G to me?

a cup of coffee.

a little but fab family vacation

my family visited me here in Miri from 21st to 26th December, since its school holiday and I had a day off on Xmas.

anyway, its sooo much fun! a break from all the hospital and people giving birth and all, its such a relief! a day break really makes a lot of difference. plus, I got to spend time with my beloved family. best day off - ever!! plus, i learnt how to swim, and i was doing pretty good (i hope, lol), though my stamina's really toasted! i really need to work on that XD.

so yeah, its really sad that they're going home today! huhu.. but yeah, I had lotsa fun~  they remind me that I'm still alive! haha~

missing them SOOOO much rite now!! xoxo

fashion depression

seriously, I think being around people with REAAAALLYYYY bad fashion sense can bring me down.

today, I went shopping with my friend, Yan.

of course, we cant help but to do some fashion critics (like, we're not the top fashionistas in wherever, at least we can dress pretty decently, i hope, lol)

we found a middle age lady, wearing an oversized light blue denim jacket with frays and patches of frayed colorful clothes on it. over a blue t-shirt and jeans, wearing gigantic hanging blue round plastic earrings. i nearly fainted.

then, another middle age lady, wearing a red long-sleeved t-shirt with some horizontal slashed cuts all along the sleeves. oh plus a black legging, with of course, shoes I'd never wear in a million years. i choked.

then, i saw a lady with practically no eyebrows, had her eyebrows made from tattoo (blue ink), with horrifying shape that looked reaaaally scary. i nearly puked.

then, later in the evening,

i saw a lady wearing black fingerless gloves (elbow-length), with black knee-length dress, plus i think the material is spandex.

then a young lady wearing a purple dress with a purple scarf and purple shoes (what was she thinking, wanting to turn into a walking bunch of grapes??)

and a lady wearing a short dress with a see-through black panty hose. not really a flattering sight!

and needless to say, the ill-fitting clothes (especially those plus-sized ladies) with all the bulges and unwanted sceneries.

and those bottom cracks and camel toes!!! bless my heart!

OMG, what is happening in this world?????