an update for the sake of filling my blog space

2 months plus into ObGyn, I learned a lot!

from the medical stuff to the hospital politics stuff.

I guess I've grown into a different person? I think adaptation to the wild, dramatic environment is crucial.

But currently, we're short of HOs, so we have to go on call quite more frequent than usual. and the calls are usually REALLY tiring! I reaaaaaaaaallly can't wait to go for my leave soon! I need to get awaaaay from the hospital stuff, or else I'll go nuts, or I'll go shopping way too much.

anyways, as usual, my circadian cycle is already messed up, so I'm just gonna try to go to sleep now.
good night~~~

Cuci Mata with vampire diaries season 2

Like seriously, no other drama series has hot people more than Vampire diaries
like, come on, stefan and damon are hot enough. and now a hot werewolf is in there too!
seriously, this show is ruining my expectations for other guys..haha!

hate IS toxic

I'm so sick of men acting like little boys girls. like mean girls clawing with each other for the spot of the ring leader. like a bully who stole a girl's candy to show who's in charge of the playground.

I hate fools who talk oh-so-big, like they know everything when in fact they don't.

and chivalry's TOTALLY dead. true story: one fine day, a guy just asked me, "Liyana, did you BO in the toilet just now? because there are pieces of shit and its really disgusting!". Like, OH MY GOD! who in hell would ask somebody else that freaking question??

and I HATE it when people say threats to others. is it necessary? do you think  you can get what you want with throwing threats around? its so disrespectful. and if you want respect, you need to respect others first, even if they're you're inferiors.

and I HATE when people use non-witty sarcastic remarks. like, hello, I welcome any sarcasm, just not those that sound nothing near something smart.

and I HATE it when someone just bitch way tooo much just about EVERYTHING. especially guys. emo guys who throw temper tantrums. they even bitch about bitching! thats how they love bitching!

oh, god! I'm soooo full of hate now. this is not good! I need a HUGE dose of retail therapy to kill all this hatred! like seriously! I'm going NUTS! NUTS I tell you!!!!

a messed up story

story of a herd of big giant grizzly bears. their life is a mess. they like to mark their territories, showing others how strong they are. they love it when other bears fear them. they have mistaken fear for respect. and if they have ANY balls, they would not be such cowards to own up to their weaknesses, which is ironic, because they just loooove pointing out mistakes in others!

and in another village, lives some cicadas, huddling together in the summer. they love basking in the sun, and picking up insects and feasting on them. they love going to the gossip bar, where they gossip about other insects and their inferiority, because cicadas have really huge god complex.

and the tiny little insects scrambled around. their life a vicious cycle of depression. the puppet master sits back and enjoys the scenery because nothing makes it happier than others' misery. and none of those animals can get away from the iron grip of the puppet master.

well, life is cruel. we all need some entertainment to get away from it all. haha~

what's O&G to me?

a cup of coffee.