wow...unbelievable how time passes us!
I've finished my 4 months posting in paeds. Recalling back my first day of work....
I was soooo BLUR!
I was depressed
I was lonely
I hated kids
I hated the depressing working hours
I hated the hospital quarters
I hated getting lost in Miri all the time
I hated EVERYTHING!
then, I started adapting to the new environment. I've stopped bitching and all.
I made new friends, and I started enjoying the work (though of course, I've had the bad times)
so yeah, for what its worth, I WILL miss paeds!!
theeeeen.....I'm moving on to ObGyn!
I've ALWAYS hated that posting.
I'm dreading the moments..
I hope I'll survive my first day tomorrow! urgh
Saturday, November 20, 2010
Monday, November 8, 2010
spinning all around me!
gosh, there are loads of things happening in my life right now.
its unbelievable that its been like 3 months plus (I'm almost finishing paeds posting!) I've been here.
nobody would've believed that I could do loads of things that I couldn't or wouldn't do before, like:
1. sleeping anywhere, anyhow and anytime
(previously I couldn't sleep when sitting up, with noises, and with lights on! I previously needed the optimum place, time and condition to sleep!)
2. I could drink coffee now
3. I'm more dependent now
4. I can live alone now (like, previously I was never alone and I have my family and friends around me)
5. thanks to paeds posting, I can handle little kids now
and the sweetest change is:
I have my own income, I can spend my money as I like and I got to treat my beloved family :)
anyways, soon, I'll be joining ObGyn team (which is the posting I disliked the most in med skool!). I'll be leaving the comfort of familiarity in Paeds posting and I'm gonna enter a whole new wildlife and I need to change and adapt to the new environment.
oh, and I'm gonna have some kinda like my end of posting assessment, which is like a short case and some discussion. its pretty scary.
and I need to settle me moving into our new house. loads of packing and unpacking to do. and I cant wait to buy my own furnitures and all. I have some plans for my bedroom which I can't wait to execute, though I need to save loads of money and update its look little by little at a time.
anyways, wish me luck!
its unbelievable that its been like 3 months plus (I'm almost finishing paeds posting!) I've been here.
nobody would've believed that I could do loads of things that I couldn't or wouldn't do before, like:
1. sleeping anywhere, anyhow and anytime
(previously I couldn't sleep when sitting up, with noises, and with lights on! I previously needed the optimum place, time and condition to sleep!)
2. I could drink coffee now
3. I'm more dependent now
4. I can live alone now (like, previously I was never alone and I have my family and friends around me)
5. thanks to paeds posting, I can handle little kids now
and the sweetest change is:
I have my own income, I can spend my money as I like and I got to treat my beloved family :)
anyways, soon, I'll be joining ObGyn team (which is the posting I disliked the most in med skool!). I'll be leaving the comfort of familiarity in Paeds posting and I'm gonna enter a whole new wildlife and I need to change and adapt to the new environment.
oh, and I'm gonna have some kinda like my end of posting assessment, which is like a short case and some discussion. its pretty scary.
and I need to settle me moving into our new house. loads of packing and unpacking to do. and I cant wait to buy my own furnitures and all. I have some plans for my bedroom which I can't wait to execute, though I need to save loads of money and update its look little by little at a time.
anyways, wish me luck!
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